Haven’t written anything for a while. Weird. Was I so lazy or was I too busy? Maybe both.
Update world: i’m married. Yes I am. Happily and “in-love” married. And life after marrying him has been good. I have had the best moments truely finding my “the one”. Feels like I have grown up so fast just after a few years.
Brother is moving away. I feel worried for my mom. Not sure how she will deal with it. Really. She must be very very lonely, i suppose. I dont know what to do what to say to make things better. And i don’t want a kid coming along to be a solution to it. I’m not even sure I want a kid…