Today is a windy day. The sky is clear with cool breeze. My music is on. With the sweetest voice of John Legend on the play. Next to me is a bottle of wine that I have just opened. I keep drinking. I keep listening. Closing my eyes to sink in all the lyrics. I don’t feel like I’m here. Honestly I don’t feel that my mind is here. It seems like I don’t know what I am doing and thinking anymore. Strange feeling.
What do I want? I don’t know. At this very moment, I have absolutely no desire, no want, no need. I am free. I am indifferent. I am just letting myself float and flow to wherever it wants to be…..